All I can say is that I'm grown and I don't have time for none sense or bull shit. I am a 32 year old man that knows what I want in life and know what I'm talking about. I still will never understand people that think they are forever young. I am young at heart but my lifestyle and thinking is grown. Trust me I can still party like a rock star , when I want to but I don't get to do it that much anymore. Being married and having three kids, I'm pretty busy. The only real party I get anymore are kids birtday party...fun, fun,fun..LOL but it is..
I'm grown because I am always worrying about where I'm going to be in five years. I know I can't keep hanging out like I was a teen. It's fun and all but it gets old. I been kicking it and hanging out since I was 12 years old, kicking it so much that I drop out of school in the 10th grade. I'm still kicking myself everyday for that but it's all good because life goes on and you can't keep looking back.
I so grown sometime that I don't even like being grown anymore that how grown I am. After I turn 21 years old I stop counting. I don't really like to celebrate my birthday either. Why? I'm only getting older. 21 was the last milestone for me because then I can buy alcohol, that was cool and I was loving it. So much so I got a DUI and then another one at 22, so you can say I know how to party but not like that anymore.
I'm grown because my kids remind me everyday. My daughter always say to me, Daddy your old and all I can say is thanks for reminding me(princess). I'm so grown that I don't even do much anymore, just more worry about life and where I'm going to be later in life. My kids are getting older and yes that means me too. So I am worry about a lot of things now, not so fun sometime but I guess that's what being grown is.
I'm not saying anything bad or complaining about it because I understand it. I know where I'm at in life and know where I wanna go that's what makes me grown. I like having the freedom to do what I what and when I want but I know I'll never have total freedom like being single with no kids but it's cool. I love my kids to much to think like that, I guess that's what makes me grown.
People sometime look at being grown like it's a bad thing but it's not. I like being grown but I like being young too, when I was young. I just enjoy life as I live it because that's what life is about. We live, we learn, we grow old and we all been young already. So take life as it is and nobody lives forever, so forever young I know I never be but I do enjoy everyday that I am living. Forever grown, forever young but I'll be forever me and that is enjoying whatever age I am because I get to be it only once. Young or old doesn't matter because we are all heading the same direction in life.~real talk~
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