I grew up with many friends and yes they are my homie. Homie is a street slang for a friend but I am grown now so I don't really use that word anymore but maybe around my childhood friends that I grew up with. It's kinda crazy this Facebook stuff. I can say I am grateful for it because I moved around a lot and it is a nice way to stay in contact with old friends and homie.
When I was young, friends was everything to me. I was always with them hang out, doing things and even doing things we were not suppose too but yes that is part of being a kid. Learning about life and friends along the way. I do have many friends from all walks of life and they are from every place I ever lived. I think I'm a good friend, if you really get to know me but anyway this is a letter to all my friends.
New friends, old friends and future friends, I know some of us might not have known each other long, some we did everything together maybe some of us got into to it with each other but as friends we get over it and yes, I had many good times and some bad moment with all my friends good but as we get older. We all learned to change and try to find our own way in life. When we were young yes it was fun but that was when we were kids. Maybe some of us got into trouble with the law and maybe some even did times behind bar but that is also put of life that some of us have to learn the hard way.
I did some jail time myself and yes I can say it was not worth it. I really didn't have anyone write me but it was cool because I understand. I never did write to any of my friends either when I was out and they were in. When I was in jail and doing my time, I just did my thing and didn't care if anyone write me or not. I didn't write to anyone either and it's not like I didn't have time too but what was I going to write about. How fun it is to be locked up.
This is what I have learned about being locked up. We all got our own life that we live and we can't expect anyone to stop living their life and make time for the one that is locked up because like they say life goes on and it's not that I don't care for my friends or homie that was doing time. As for me I am trying my best to live life and make it myself. When some of my friends is locked up, I can't really do anything for them but when they get out, they can always find me and I will be there to help them out because this is when it matter most, that to me is what a homie or a friend is.
So to all my homies and friends. I am here and still here for anyone if you need me but please understand that I have a family of my own now. I am trying my best to give my kids something I never had. Coming from a broken home and moving from state to state. I never had it that good in my life and I am now trying my best to give it to my kids. I know that if you have kids you'll understand. We will always be homie and friends but yes we all gotta grow up.
We are not kids anymore, I understand that if you don't have time to come kick it, hang out, write or call, it's cool and that is why it's nice to have a Facebook page to stay in contact. I see you.We all still gotta live our own life and yes we might not talk to each other on it that much but that doesn't mean were not friends. It's just now our friendship is different from before because we not kids hanging out anymore.We now found out who we are in life and doing what is best for ourselves because we are grown. We are all busy trying our best to make it in this world but when I see you again for sure we will kick it and have a beer or two but you and I know things are not the same like it use to be because we are grown and that's real talk.
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